Sunday, November 22, 2009

Recovering......

I can't believe that tomorrow it will be one week since surgery.......
I am SO grateful that he has done so well.
Logan is full of smiles and just to make sure that he is doing really well, I gave him some.......
LASAGNA!!!!


I love this pic.....Look at those big chompers and sparkly blue eyes!
So funny.....I show the camera and this is what he does!

The world's messiest paci

He had a great time and ate alot........so happy to see him like this

His incision is healing well and his energy is definitely coming back.
It is getting harder and harder to keep him 'quiet' and not running and going crazy.
Logan loves to say 'woof' when you ask him what a doggie says....and 'kack' for a duck.
Working on what Santa says......
His new favorite thing to do as of today is yell as loud as he can when he wants something....hilarious. He has only done this for daddy.....heehee



Ella's New Favorite

So while Logan was in the hospital, Ella got a good dose of aunt spoiling.
She got to go to Build-a-Bear where she made a cute Hello Kitty complete with party dress, black dress shoes, and a sparkly black purse. We had to take a trip to the mall yesterday because Hello Kitty had an 'owee'.....a small hole that needed to be sewn. She also needed some jammies. During our expensive visit....Mr. Moose arrived who Ella was petrified of but then really liked because he was soooo soft. Will post pics soon of Hello Kitty....

Preschool Celebration

The morning after Logan got home from the hospital....Thursday am, Ella had her special Thanksgiving chapel service and a family picnic. I was really hoping we could all go and watch, but Logan was not recovered enough so he stayed home with Paul. Thanks to Jen who picked Ella up that morning.....I was able to come to school later, after a BIG cup of coffee.
Dressed for school, complete with turkey bow in hair!
Singing at chapel

Enjoying the picnic with Brooke


Thankful that someone brought pizza!



Ella and Addie....2 little sweeties!




And to top it off, there was a special package waiting in the car from GG and Pete-pete.....a sweet doll that Ella loves

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Fingers crossed.....Going Home

Why is this little guy smiling????????
Because at 7am, his doctor came in and removed his drain and catheter. I was a little worried about pain control during, but Logan was happily distracted by my cell phone. He did manage to do something to my phone because at one point the screen said, "Purchase Approved" ......mental note to call Verizon later to find out what he purchased.
He was a happy camper losing 2 tubes......we just had to make sure his urine culture was negative from admission and as long as he was eating, drinking, peeing, pooping, and his pain controlled with oral pain meds, we could go home in the afternoon.

Gave the little man a sponge bath and put on some jammies......He was happy!


Add pain medication to that equation and he was SUPER happy!


Mr. Giddy......munching on the pillowcase
Logan had accomplished ALOT by lunchtime.....a yummy meatball lunch
He had peed, pooped, drank, ate and the pain meds were working.
Oh, and the urine culture was negative......YIPEE!
Now, all we had to do was wait for our nurse to get discharge instructions........easy? NOPE!
Let's just say the nurse of the last day was NOT my favorite.....had some serious issues with her!

You can see how distended his poor little belly was......

While waiting a LONG time for the nurse to get the discharge orders, we went to the playroom for a little fun!
We were finally discharged at about 3:30pm......
Off to my parents house to pick up Ella and Sprout....
After a trip to Target, Walgreens, and the grocery store......needed 3 prescriptions that required 2 pharmacies and some milk for Logan, we walked in the door at 6pm......
Exhausted.......officially exhausted
A quick dinner snack was enjoyed by Logan. He was really happy to be back home in his highchair! I was excited to take a SHOWER! ( No, I didn't go 3 days without one, I did leave the hospital for a bit on Tuesday to go to Megan's for a shower)


We had a pretty good night's sleep on the couch but more than anything, we were so HAPPY and RELIEVED that the surgery went so well and we were HOME!
Thank you to everyone for keeping us all in your prayers!

Day 2

We had tried to get Logan to drink a little overnight, but he wanted nothing to do with that.....
So happy when he finally decided to have some juice.

He was a little playful and took a couple bites of a cracker.....


You can see the bulb of his drain sticking out from the top of his diaper.....all secure with tape and stitched in. His catheter was securely taped to his leg......his urine was really bloody and pink but started to clear by day 2. He could have pink/bloody urine for a week or two.

Preferred to play with the cracker and crush it.......lots of crumbs in the bed

He was a little puffball from all his IV fluid......

By the afternoon, he was playing with a cup, smiling, and enjoying his new toys.

Starting to act more like our Logan.....

My sweet boy!

Thanks to Jen for our visit and yummy chocolate chip cookes. Thanks to Chris for our visit and yummy Oregano's lunch. Paul headed home late afternoon the spend some time with Ella. I was a little nervous about being on my own, but thank goodness Uncle Pat came for a visit and then Megan brought me dinner. I was a prisoner in the room unless someone came to visit. I had to make sure my teeth were brushed and I had visited the bathroom before Megan left for the night. The bathroom I could use was down the hall and I couldn't leave Logan.
Logan and I were both exhausted.......I watched part of "The Biggest Loser" and we were both asleep before 9pm......even with the loud visitors of our roommate :0) It is not easy to share a cramped little hospital room!

The Day of Surgery :0(

The day had arrived. The alarm went off at 3:30am......bzzzzz!
Logan wasn't allowed to have anything to eat after 4am and since the little guy LOVES his food we decided the best decision was to wake him and see if he would eat something. Luckily, he didn't take an afternoon nap the day before so he had gone to sleep for the night at 7pm.
We gave him a bottle of milk and tried to give him all his favorite breakfast foods....... pear, a breakfast bar, and toast.
He did eat a little, but as you can tell by the photo below, he wasn't quite sure why he was up soooooo early.
We all went back to sleep for a brief time but were back up at 6am. After dropping Ella off with Grammie and Papa, we headed to PCH. We had to be there at 10am. My stomach was in knots. I really wanted to run away and hide........no turning back.
Everyone loved our Logan and couldn't stop telling us how cute he was. They gave him a little koala bear to distract him while trying to weigh him and he was petrified of it......he shook and threw it, but then wanted to see it again.
After some vitals were taken and he was changed into a gown, we still had over an hour until surgery.......
Playing with a blood pressure cuff........
Thank goodness for the paci.....it kept him happy since he couldn't eat or drink.


At least one of us was still managing to smile :0)

Luckily, the pre-op area had a little playroom that kept Logan quite happy while we waited.

My favorite pic of that day.....so cute. Peek-a-boo
The time slowly ticked away, but soon it was close. The anesthesiologist had called me the night before and was aware that I wanted Logan to be 'happy' until he was asleep for surgery. Logan was given a big dose of Versed about 20 minutes prior to surgery. He should have been quite groggy, but was still pretty awake at surgery time. I was able to put on a 'bunny suit' and carry Logan to his OR. The anesthesiologist who was referred to us (Thanks Connie) was AMAZING! I handed Logan to him, which by this time he was quite sleepy, and he allowed me to hold Logan's hand while he rocked him and sang to him giving him the 'mask' to put him to sleep. Once Logan was asleep, I gave him a kiss on his head and told him how much I loved him. That was the moment I had been dreading more than any.......the 'leaving'. His surgeon was outside the room and gave me a big hug and walked me to the waiting room were Paul was. There was no doubt in my mind, Logan was in the best hands possible for his procedure.
Then came the waiting......
About an hour into the surgery, the nurse came out to let us know that everything was going well. It was about another hour and twenty minutes until the anesthesiologist came out to let us know that the operation was over and Logan was heading to recovery. He said he had done great. About 15 minutes after that, Logan's surgeon came out to tell us about the procedure and what he had done........ And then a few minutes later, we were back in recovery and my sweet boy was back in my arms.

Paul took this photo of his red glowing toe.....he was quite impressed with it.

It took a while for us to get our room........Logan was placed on the oncology floor because it is a 'clean' area where kids aren't infectious. I felt horrible because his roommate was a teenage boy with cancer.......I am sure not wanting a 'baby' to share his room. Luckily, they got us a bed which allowed me to lie next to Logan. He finally relaxed once we got him settled in his bed. He was puffy from all the IV fluids, but rested comfortably with a little help from the Morphine. He had his IV in his right foot, a drain stitched near his incision and taped to his tummy, and his catheter which was taped to his right thigh. Amazingly, he left these alone......
We were able to get a little sleep.....
Glad the day was over and praying that the next would be a little better.......

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Tomorrow.......

......is the day. Logan's surgery at noon.
Although I really want to take him and run away and hide, I know he will do great, recover quickly, and have a happier kidney to show for it!
Today was about feeding him his favorites since most of tomorrow he won't be able to eat......
His favorite meal, by far, is lasagna and he devoured it as always at dinner.
Nothing shows a love for food like double fisting in and cramming it in your mouth :0)






Please say a prayer for us that surgery is successful and Logan does great!
It will be a long wait, as the surgery is expected to take close to 3 hours.
I can't wait for the surgery to be done, recovery to be over, and we are all back at home!